Finding Clarity in the Chaos:
A Morning of Prayer and Reflection
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Lately, I’ve been sinking into my sofa, staring blankly at the screen or scribbling on loose-leaf paper, unsure of what to write or even what I'm thinking. My mind feels scattered, making it tough to process any thoughts.
With the ups and downs of my ongoing depression—it doesn’t define me, and I’m grateful for how I’m managing it through prayer, meditation, exercise, healthy habits, and medication—moving forward feels challenging.
This morning, I woke up around 4 a.m. (my usual is closer to 6 to the rich aroma of Bustelo brewing, thanks to my husband). My first instinct was to roll back into bed.
So I closed my eyes, but then something pulled me to get up.
Went to the living room and began praying.
I poured out prayers of
lament,
gratitude,
joy,
hope,
and sustainability.
It’s what I have right now—my prayers.
Then began my 5 to 10 minute workout, tidied up the house, and then finally had my cafecito as I type away.
Now it is 5:56 in the morning.
Now it’s 5:56 a.m., and one verse has been echoing in my mind since I got up: Psalms 27:13. “I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait for the LORD; be strong, take heart, and wait for the LORD.”
How can I be praying for you today?
Grace & Gratitude,
Frances